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[02 Sep 2010|07:31pm]
Thu 9/30/2010 10:10p COYOTES at ROCKETS OLY
Thu 10/7/2010 10:30p ROCKETS at BLACKSHEEP NHL
Thu 10/14/2010 10:30p ROCKETS at USUAL SUSPECTS NHL
Wed 10/20/2010 10:10p ROCKETS at SWARM OLY
Thu 10/28/2010 10:30p ROCKETS at BUCCANEERS NHL
Fri 11/5/2010 11:20p ROGUE ALE at ROCKETS OLY
Wed 11/10/2010 10:10p SIOUX at ROCKETS OLY
Fri 11/19/2010 11:20p WISEGUYS at ROCKETS OLY
Wed 11/24/2010 10:10p ROCKETS at CINCINNATI BOWTIES OLY
Fri 12/3/2010 11:20p ROCKETS at COYOTES OLY
Thu 12/9/2010 10:10p BLACKSHEEP at ROCKETS OLY
Thu 12/16/2010 10:30p USUAL SUSPECTS at ROCKETS NHL
Thu 12/23/2010 10:30p ROCKETS at ROGUE ALE NHL
Wed 1/5/2011 10:10p SWARM at ROCKETS OLY
Thu 1/13/2011 10:30p BUCCANEERS at ROCKETS NHL
Wed 1/19/2011 10:10p ROCKETS at SIOUX OLY
Fri 1/28/2011 11:20p CINCINNATI BOWTIES at ROCKETS OLY
Thu 2/3/2011 10:10p COYOTES at ROCKETS OLY
Fri 2/11/2011 11:20p BLACKSHEEP at ROCKETS OLY
Fri 2/18/2011 11:20p ROCKETS at USUAL SUSPECTS OLY
Wed 2/23/2011 10:25p ROCKETS at SWARM OLY
Wed 3/2/2011 10:10p ROCKETS at BUCCANEERS OLY
Thu 3/17/2011 10:10p ROCKETS at WISEGUYS OLY
Thu 3/24/2011 10:10p ROCKETS at ROGUE ALE OLY
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Netflix List [22 Jul 2010|11:03am]
[Rec]
[Rec] 2
Paranormal Activity
Let The Right One In
Quarantine
Kick Ass
Saw VI
Rob Zombie's Halloween 2
The Wolfman
After Life
(New) Nightmare on Elm St.
Survival of the Dead
Fan of the Dead
Splice
Children of the Corn (remake)
The Collector
Drag Me To Hell
Feast II
Feast III
The Haunting In Conneticut
The Hills Run Red
It's Alive (remake)
Jennifer's Body
My Bloody Valentine (remake)
Outlander
Thirst
Train
Wrong Turn 3
American Zombie
Cloverfield
Poughkipsie Tapes
Cthulu
Poultrygeist
Teeth
Zombie Strippers (haha)
Moon
Star Trek (2009)
Knowing
Book of Eli
Hot Tub Time Machine
Repo Men
Zone of the Dead
Apocalypse of the Dead
Trick r' Treat
Hatchet 2
(All)The Puppetmasters
Mutants
Frozen
Blood Creek
Carriers
Stan Helsing
The Thaw
Transylmania
The Fourth Kind
Synecdoche, NY
Ghosts of Girlfriends Past
Dead Snow
G-Force
District 9
The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus
Sherlock Holmes
Primer
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[08 Jul 2010|05:34am]
TUE SEP 28, 2010 BRUINS @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
(Sat Oct 9, 2010 Devils @ Capitals 7:00 PM)
SAT OCT 23, 2010 ISLANDERS vs. PANTHERS 7:00 PM
WED OCT 27, 2010 PENGUINS vs. LIGHTNING 7:30 PM
FRI OCT 29, 2010 SABRES vs. THRASHERS 7:30 PM
SAT OCT 30, 2010 PENGUINS vs. HURRICANES 7:00 PM

WED NOV 3, 2010 MAPLE LEAFS @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
SUN NOV 7, 2010 FLYERS @ CAPITALS 5:00 PM
THU DEC 23, 2010 PENGUINS @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
TUE DEC 28, 2010 CANADIENS @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
SUN JAN 16, 2011 SENATORS @ CAPITALS 3:00 PM
Sat Jan 22, 2011 DEVILS @ FLYERS 1:00 PM
Sun Jan 23, 2011 PANTHERS @ DEVILS 1:00 PM
SUN FEB 6, 2011 PENGUINS @ CAPITALS 12:30 PM
FRI FEB 25, 2011 RANGERS @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
SUN MAR 13, 2011 BLACKHAWKS @ CAPITALS 3:00 PM
SAT APR 2, 2011 SABRES @ CAPITALS 7:00 PM
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[08 Jul 2010|05:34am]
- Drive to Sunrise, FL -
SAT OCT 23, 2010 ISLANDERS vs. PANTHERS 7:00 PM
- Stay the night-
- Drive to Orlando, FL -
- Disney World, Epcot, Universal, etc -
WED OCT 27, 2010 PENGUINS vs. LIGHTNING 7:30 PM
- Stay the night -
- Finish up Orlando fun -
- Stay the night -
- Drive to Atlanta, GA -
FRI OCT 29, 2010 SABRES vs. THRASHERS 7:30 PM
- Stay the night -
- Drive to Raleigh, NC -
SAT OCT 30, 2010 PENGUINS vs. HURRICANES 7:00 PM
- Stay the night-
- Go home -


WIN.

-T
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[28 Feb 2010|01:36pm]
Changed back to my old AIM name: Setmyheartablaze
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[20 Oct 2009|09:03am]
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I seriously must be bad luck... [10 Oct 2009|09:45am]
...atleast when it comes to "love" or relationships.
Not one person who is single stays interested in me for longer than a few weeks.
The only people who seem to pay any attention to me are those who have someone, whether it be bf/gf, engaged or even married (or live states away).
If they're taken they're interested.
I, and I know this is horrible of me to admit or do in the first place, but i've actually followed through on some of those interests.
For the sake of attention? No.
For the sake of not being alone.
Now, am I the one who should get all the blame?
I don't know anymore.
Depends on who you ask.
Ask a few ex's and old best friends and they'd probably say I do.
But do I really DESERVE it?
I'm still in the mindset that somehow I've become a scapegoat.
To this day I still see it.
Did I complain once when three of my ex best friends married three of my ex's?
No.
Yet if I show interest in anyone someone else has dated that i know, they already "know/know of me".
Like i'm a fucking leper.
I don't get it.
Is it honestly this hard to find someone I can connect with?
This feeling was a main reason I didnt go to my HS 10 year reunion.
(well that and feeling like a failure.)
Ninety percent of the people I went to school with are married with children. (love and marriage, love and marriage... You were thinking it to, admit it.)
And to be single AND not have a career, my own place, someone to go with, etc..
I felt like, "What's the point in going?".
I'll just feel worse.
Which, honestly, I don't see how I could feel.
Hell, recently I've tried to reconnect with some old people I used to date or even friends I hung out with.
And what do i get?
Ignored, bad-mouthed or felt sorry for.
I just want my old life back.
Fuck, I'd settle for anything resembling a life.
Good or bad.
Anything has to be better than nothing, right?


/endrant.


-T


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[21 Aug 2009|10:18am]
My love life as of late (aka past 10 years) has been a lot like a dart game.
Started out playing with a few darts, a couple close to the bullseye, but being told i fouled somehow.
Toe over the line, leaned too far, etc.
And after awhile i started to get frustrated.
Grabbing more and more darts, I began to throw them widly.
Most of them never even coming close to the bullseye...
Hell, some not even on the board.
And all this did is add to my frustration.
So now we come to "today", the present.
And where do I find myself?
Hands full of darts, throwing them fistful at the board hoping some, ANY will stick.
Not even caring about a bullseye anymore, just being happy I hit the board at all.
I wish I could just start a new game.


Sigh.
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[14 Aug 2009|10:17pm]
Things either happen or don't for a reason
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[14 Aug 2009|09:35pm]
A Stone's Throw...

I'm in your thoughts like a rock you dropped
off a bridge into a river that has no name
easier to forget that way....
and as i sink, sink, sink to the bottom
I don't have to think, think about being forgotten
because the splash I made has soaked you to the bone...
And oh how you laugh....
as you brush your hair from your eyes
and try so hard to keep from splitting your sides.
your dress now clings so deftly to your form
and its from that moment my heartache is borne
knowing now I'll never see you again....
So make quick strides to escape this life
running straight through fields with your arms spread wide
singing a song of love's forgetfulness....
And by the time you reach your car
the sun will have dried me from your skin
and all you had to remember me by...
And you'll drive, drive, drive into another life.

I'll be ok...
I'll be fine....
(Though I know that that's a lie....)
Go on you deserve the best from life.
I'll be ok...
I'll be fine...
It's not as if you were ever mine...
(but maybe, I was yours...)


-T
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[14 Aug 2009|11:00am]
Thoreau...

All my nights sound like the saddest songs with the best intentions...
letting lovers' past know memories never fade so fast...
sighing with every mention of what could have been..
but never came to be...
That's you and me.
To a "T" we never bothered to cross...
we just let our hearts bleed out from the loss...
we opened veins like we had them to spare...
Now I don't go anywhere.
Alone is not what makes a home.
These blinds can only hold out so much light, I know.
And maybe the air is stale from my heavy sighs and poems...
that i read aloud to no one.
No one ever wants to hear all the things that you fear.
They just want your best forced smile...
and to know you're "hanging in there."
And if they ask it's not because they care...
they just miss who you used to be.
I smiled wider than the sky.
My eyes were bluer than any ocean's crashing tide.
My laugh, so infectous, I could bring you to tears....
Now I don't go anywhere.
"Come now my dear, don't be down.
the sun still shines outside your door.
These arms are here for you, just reach yours out in return..."
I just.... dont know.

-T
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[13 Aug 2009|09:55pm]
Your arms are strong but they do not find me...
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Happy Zombie Jesus Day! [12 Apr 2009|09:46am]
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[09 Apr 2009|06:10pm]
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I liked this and thought it pretty damn accurate... [08 Apr 2009|09:45pm]
Timothy took the "What's your Key Signature?" quiz and the result is B Minor (Bm)

The rebel of all key signatures. B Minors are melancholic and dark like E Majors, but they turn this trait inwards and expresses this through violence and deviance. B minors are the most in-touch with reality of all key signatures, which is probably why they see the shit in this world more clearly than any other key signatures. They are the face of rock, metal, grunge, and (eww) emo bands, as well as troubled poets and other artists everywhere. Because of their dark and somewhat violent nature, B Minors are usually misunderstood and have few, if any friends. Healthier and more stable B Minors can resemble E Majors, which are also their closest friends. B Minors can help A Majors snap out of their delusions. B Minors should learn to lighten up and not keep themselves in the dark.
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Someone find this on DVD and buy it for me... [08 Apr 2009|09:11pm]


I'd love you forever.
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I don't care if it makes me gay. [02 Apr 2009|05:49pm]
But I love Landon Pigg.




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